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Tonight as we where cleaning up from the show I broke a museum quality skull. It was my fault entierly. To make matters worse it was right in front of the reviewer for the show I had one sculpture in my right hand and I was picking the other with my left, I tilted it getting my hand under it and it felt to the floor and broak the Jaw. It can't be fixed and it was borrowed from someone else. I think the worset thing though was how my teacher looked at me, with that one moment I broek any trust she had for me, same with the director.Apologizing isn't going to be enough, paying for the peice isn't enough, I can't ever get back any of it.I can't think of any way for anything to ever be enough. I can't fx any of it.